I tried to stay up all day yesterday to break myself once again of my awful sleep schedule, and didn't quite make it. But, I lasted long enough to be walking dead when I collapsed, and to sleep for a very long time, and wake up now (6am) relatively refreshed.

So, the idea now is to stay awake for a normal human time period today, and go to bed, and be on the way to a more prim and proper 3am bedtime, like I'm used to.

I'm sure by noon this will be gone, but right now I'm feeling all kind of positive and proactive. Now I'm listening to music that makes me feel all empowered to overcome the stuff that's bringing me down. I got real battles and I got superficial ones goin' on, and it's time I regrouped and went at it. First stop, getting my house stuff in order, so I can get the impending move monkey off my back.

Of course, my brain just also spent 30 seconds mentally replaying the classic Space Ghost "You're bringin' me down, man!" bit. So, chances are my chemical levels will balance off before long and I'll have just enough drive left to do basic tasks like clean and go to the grocery store.

I'm gonna make use of this energy while it isn't expecting it, but I'll probably post again later.

[born to shimmer]